today went to sch.. only 1 boy...
tat is me.. quite boring today..
i wasn't in a gd mood also..
bcuz of sth.. really hurt me deep in my heart.
i dono y... although i used to it already...
but i still mind... is it so hard to care for a person?
no. i don tink so... no matter how much care i show..
it will nv be appreciate. n i'm tired of it..
tis is e 5th time i'm asking myself shld i give up?
n... i know my mind answer is YES..
but.. dono y... i just cant...
e feeling really kinda lost.. may be e care is not there...
wat i feel now is "tat" always try to avoid me, which hurt me alot..
it is sux! i hate e feeling now.. i dono wat to do... my mind is totally blank...
sometimes i tink i really a failure...
is not easy to be a gd guy... i was tinking of turning back to e "bad"
now e pro is shld i give up?
i dono... let e time jugde bahx...
hope will turn well... give me back e feeling i haf to u from last time..
PLZ.