hi..
afternoon went to gym again...
i'm sick... i feel cold inside e gym.
after awhile... i'm fine...
well... e feeling i haf now...
nobody will know... i'm so down...
i've been tinking tat over n over again...
i really dono wat to do..
i scare i'll be regret... but...
if i don... i feel more hurt....
i dono... at 1st i shldn't take up tis as i know tis day will come...
tot time will change everything... but no...
it hurts me more...
i dono wat to do... haix...
just give myself a break... try not to tink bout tat...
hope i'll be fine 1 day.
bye.



